My photography is a journey of curiosity and passion, not a professional level endeavor.
But I am smitten.
And I’m also bored.
I’ve always said:
“If you’re bored, it’s because you’re becoming boring.”
And boring just isn’t part of my life plan.
On a photographic front, I am bored because the early techniques I learned have served me well, but now I need more.
My pictures tend toward the pretty. Beauty is always a part of the way I see the world, and the power of beauty is substantial. In beauty, I find truth and transcendence.
But I’m also looking for punch. For connection. For that je ne sai quoi.
So in a quest to elevate my photo skills, I’m doing a few things.
I recently came across a number of photographers who have books and/or YouTube videos that I especially like. There are hundreds of such options out there and I’ve barely begun to explore, so consider this a starting list, not a comprehensive one. I also follow numerous people on Instagram. On social media, I look for what moves me, not what is popular. Popularity and my preferences often seem to go in disparate directions.
On Instagram, I keep an eye on Don Toothaker, the photography instructor I met in Bosque del Apache. He doesn’t post often, but his posts have heart and soul. I look and I learn. I follow @NatGeo, @Natgeotravel, @natgeoyourhshot and a number of other quality photographers. I feel that so much of that photography is just over my head, but the more I look, the more I read, the more I see.
And then I must do. Because all the book knowledge in the world does not translate into a photograph.
To help build my skills, I recently came across David duChemin. He has a number of books. Of them, I purchased The Visual Toolbox which is an excellent read and resource. He asks the types of questions I need to ask myself, to move ahead. They’re not always easy, but they have the potential to yield a path forward out of my current photographic malaise.
One question he asks is what is your vision? As I review my own photographs, I realize that my vision involves adventure, a sense of endless horizon (which I see as possibility), and beauty. And, I hope, a bit of fun and reflection.
I think what I may need to layer into that vision is all the emotion that falls in between, because adventure always involves challenge. I hope I’ve captured at least one or two shots along these lines in this photo gallery above.
On the learning front, YouTube has so much photography info that it’s a mind blowing resource. For artistry, I love Attilio Ruffo. He’s fun and funny; kind; and generous with his knowledge. Tony and Chelsea Northrup offer good solid advice. Among many other topics, they have an hour long video on the D500 that was incredibly helpful to me when my camera arrived.
On the equipment front, I’ve gotten a number of questions on social media. Right now I am using a Nikon D500. I have a 35-300mm Nikon zoom lens; a 10-22mm Nikon wide angle; and a 150-600mm Tamron lens. That’s it for the moment. At some point I may add a prime, but I know that I need to focus (no pun intended) on my skills, not on equipment.
The trip to the Central Coast was helpful in that I was in a marine environment, which meant water, some fog and great sunsets. I played with a neutral density filter, graduated filters and some timed shots.
I’ve come to realize that on my photographic forays (which is all my travel), I either need to travel alone, or with people who are equally interested in photography. I can’t expect someone not into photography to understand why they must stop the car NOW so I can run into the park as the sun turns golden behind a moored sailboat, or why I’d like spend my time going from camera to computer to understand the effects of a particular filter.
I have actually been called a nerd. Can you imagine?
But I love the silence and the challenge of being unto myself, in my journey for a photograph. I love the possibility of my camera in my hand, waiting, watching for the world to unfold. I love the continual learning process of expression.
Photography By The Numbers
I’ve been guilty of taking too many shots, with the hope that something will turn out. But it’s the nuance of a picture that can make all the difference. And the world moves, often quickly, and it may be that one extra shot that has just the right focus or a better perspective on the subject.
So I go for numbers.
And then there’s the post production aspect that I’m just beginning to learn. There’s so many elements, and so many unknowns. The organizational methodology of Lightroom totally eludes me. Since chemo, my brain just doesn’t function well with linear topics. I know that I can search for tutorials, but the entire topic is a total yawn. So I tend to find workarounds that work for me, but I’m sure are not optimal.
And what’s optimal? What is a good shot? What did I do well or not so well? What do I like? What can I use, and where? Pinterest needs a vertical format; Instagram crops my photos; only on the website can I show them as I’d like.
Here’s an example of just one view, shot again and again with different focal lengths and settings, all processed differently:
The light early in the evening was impossibly golden. So golden it didn’t look real. Do I show it as I saw it? How much do I edit it? RAW files need some editing…how much?
I also couldn’t decide what focal length worked. I should have fussed more with the aperture, but with the diminishing day, it was a source of light and I prefer an open aperture setting. But perhaps I should have played more with ISO.
With these questions in mind, next time, I’d set up more of a methodology for each shot, to play with the various elements, to see the differences. But then I tend to get wrapped up in the moment. And my perfect methodology can fall by the wayside.
Here’s another series. What would you choose?
Golden? Blue? Black and white? Or perhaps something totally different?
As I look at my approach to photography, it shares certain elements with my approach to flying. Flying, I’d often turn off my audio varios and just fly by the seat of my pants. (An audio variometer measures your rate of movement up and down in the air. It beeps optimistically in rising air, and drones dreadfully when the air, and you in your plane, start to sink.)
At the end of the flying day, back on the airfield, so many of my fellow pilots were wrapped up in the numbers and math of their flight. My recollection of the flight usually centered on the joy of it all.
Being present at 16,000 feet or so, dashing along the mountain spines of the earth; witnessing the incredible fall colors of the Appalachian ridge just under your wing; or just basking in the sun at altitude, lost in a blue sky, was what soaring was about for me. And the same for photography. It’s an immersive experience, one that I get lost in.
“There is a voice that doesn’t use words. Listen.”
–Rumi
And listen I shall. While simultaneously working on my technical skills to navigate this new adventure.
So to the path ahead! To experience, to learning, and to creating. And to CancerRoadTrip for others.
May 2019 be a good year for all of us.
To read more about this trip to the Central Coast, click here.
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Hi Pat,
I too have cancer – brain cancer – and I loved your photographs from the very first one to the last one published on Twitter, noticing a change as your technique and knowledge improved Thia was no doubt from your extensive reading, your talks with other photographers plus your following of certain photographers on Instagram.
I don’t know how long after your last chemo treatment you commenced this “Cancer Road Trip” but I do know from experience how debilitating chemo can be and I admire your strength and tenacity to get out there and do something so brilliant, yet so tiring.
I truly hope your oncologist and neurosurgeon (if you had one) were able to get you into remission or were able to eradicate entirely through a combination of surgery and chemo and perhaps the triple whammy of radiotherapy/radiation treatment, your cancer so you can continue to enjoy the unfettered delight of taking photographs and the continuous search for that perfect photograph.
As an aside and in answer to your posed question, I prefer the black and white photograph of the top image as I have always been drawn to those type of shots. For the images below, I prefer the golden image as the inclusion of the cliff adds an additional dimension which I believe is lacking in the other images.However, I hasten to add, I am not an expert on photographic art so my opinion is purely subjective and would be no doubt be overruled by experts in this field.
What I can say with a resounding certainty is that your photographs are of a high standard and I would be interested to know whether you sell any of them, and if you do, at what cost? I would very interested in buying one of them if they are at a price I can afford.
I hope to hear from you but if I don’t, I wish you the very best for your future, both for your health and for your new passion and profession.
My very best
Jacqui Wyatt
Hi Jacqui,
Thank you for reaching out.
The story of CancerRoadTrip is somewhat unbelievable. If you check out the post Betrayal, you’ll see what initiated it all.
For the moment, my cancer is in remission. I’ve had a lot of ups and downs along the way, from being so tired I couldn’t get out of bed, to being so sick eating wasn’t even a possibility. I’ve also lost a lot of my physical fitness, which I’m now working on getting back. It’s a never ending saga, as you know.
I so appreciate your thoughts on the photos. I’ve had a number of inquiries along these lines. I think what I’m going to do is start a Patreon like section of the website where followers can support the mission and receive photo downloads in return. This will be coming in a few months. Right now I’m focused on raising the money for the healing retreats and the resulting film.
I so appreciate your following the journey. Keep your fingers crossed for good health accompanied by good adventures that we can all share.
Be well,
Pat Wetzel